Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Please Forgive Me ( part two )

(SB POV) 
How could I let my emotions get the best of me like that? What if I lost her forever? I can't believe it. "CALL 911, PLEASE! Help us!!!!!" I kept yelling for help but nobody could hear me. I looked down and held her lifeless body. The last time we talked it was an argument. I can't believe I was ready to give her up. I was willing to let her be with Drake. But if she makes it I will fight. Ill fix this. "Please forgive me Nicki" I whispered to her then kissed her forehead. 
"Sir we have to get you to the hospital" 
"Why? She's hurt not me" 
"Sir, don't you feel your leg? Your head? do you feel dizzy at all? WE NEED ANOTHER STRETCHER". I immediately looked down and saw the deep cut in my leg. But I couldn't worry about me. I needed to be with Nicki. I got up to walk and show them I'm fine but that didn't work. I fell right next to Nicki. "I love you babe" was the last thing I said before everything went black. 
We were out of the hospital in no time. Nicki was mine, I had no worries. My head still hurt a little but as a man I couldn't show that. I'm in love with a girl that I can spend my life with. I'm so lucky! Damn yo wtf is that!? I thought to myself. Around the same time everyday since I left the hospital I feel like something is poking me in my leg, like a needle. Must be from the accident. Oh yeah, Nicki is pregnant... My leg might messed up but my dick game still good. Damn, I'm kinda hungry! Fuck this diet yo, it ain't shit. But it's best I stay fit. Nicki wants me to diet with her so that's what i'll do! Fuck... This room is hot. And there goes that pain again... I hope we have a girl.... I want a little princess. A little coon would be cool too but a coonette to be just like her mother is better. I couldn't help but smile whenever I thought of that. I wouldn't mind having a son either, at all actually. I'm happy with whatever! I'm just glad we made it through everything. I think I was meant to be with Nicki. Speaking of her, I haven't seen her in hours... But it feels like weeks. Where is she. I started to yell her name but she was really far away. I tried to get up but for some reason I felt glued to the bed. I moved until I felt that sharp pain again. I heard Nickis voice getting closer and closer... What's taking so long? I kept feeling soft hands shake my face but I don't see anyone. I actually don't see anything. 

 [Nicki POV] 
I see him start to move so I yelled for the doctor. For the last 2 months he's been doing this. But this time is different. His feet moved too. He isn't paralyzed anymore! "What's taking so long!?" I yelled while I continuously pressed the nurse button by his hospital bed. Then i sat in the chair near his bed and thought back to the day of the accident. 
*flashback*
"I don't need stitches just let me see him"
"Ma'am you can see him soon, please! You need to be treated" after a while she stopped fighting. It took about a half hour and then she was back by his room door. 
"Um why is he still sleeping" she looked around confused. 
"THERE'S ABOUT 6 DOCTORS IN THIS ROOM, SOMEBODY KNOWS SOMETHING!!!!" 
"Miss please calm down, a nurse will come in here and explain to you as soon as we leave"
*end of flashback* 
"Ma'am did you hear me? I said your boyfriend is out of his coma now." Nickis head spun around and she saw him waking up. They locked eyes, didn't move, didn't show emotion. The doctors walked out the room and about 2 minutes later a tear ran down her cheek. 
"I've missed you" he didn't reply. Just stared at her stomach. 
"Aren't you happy? Everything can go back to normal!" She said now smiling.
"You killed my baby so everything can be "normal" ?" 
"Safaree what baby?" She asked as the doctor walked in. 
"Um... What's he talking about a baby!?" 
"In a coma you don't stop living, his dreams lived on while his body laid still. He'll realize it was just a dream sooner or later." 
Nicki sighed and sat down, she whispered to herself... 'Will this ever end?'



Lmfaooo look at u all confused and shit :[[ I'm going to start writing and posting more frequently btw! How you actually like this story. 

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Please Forgive Me ( part one )

Haven't updated in forever lol enjoy 


Nicki came back home a few hours later. It gave both of them some time to cool off. When she walked in she immediately spotted SB on the couch starring at the door. She went to talk to him but he spoke first. 
"I just wanna know were you with HIM?" He said as calm as possible. Nicki wasn't expecting that she was confused. "With who SB?" She replied with an attitude. He shook his head and stood up. Slowly making his way to the kitchen so he wouldn't hurt his foot too much. "I asked you a question....who?" SB looked at her for a minute. At first he felt like she truly was confused but then he thought back to all the text messages and calls he'd found earlier. He picked up her phone and pulled them back up. "Him" he simply said. She shook her head no and walked over to the fridge thinking the conversation was over. "Who is he?" "Why isn't his number saved?" "Are you cheating on me?" "When did all of this start?" "Answer me dammit!". SB finally took a minute to breath after asking all his questions. He figured she wasn't going to answer any of his questions so he started to leave the kitchen. He heard a small whisper. "I know you didn't just say what I think it was. Get in the car Onika". SB charged upstairs not caring about his injured foot. 
(SB POV) 
How could she? She wanna talk to that niggas after everything we been through together? If he wants her he can have her. 
(No POV) 
When he got back downstairs he was putting on his jacket. He didn't even realize he was crying. He noticed she was still standing in the kitchen. "DIDN'T I SAY GET IN THE FUCKING CAR ONIKAAA!?!" She jumped at his voice and hurried past him into the car. She noticed him crying but decided against it. He began speeding and crying even harder. 
"Safaree, stop the car" 
"Safaree STOP!" She yelled a little more annoyed now. They have been speeding down the streets of L.A for 20 minutes now. She didn't know where they were going or why he was so mad. She just wanted to be home with him. He passed through red lights, stop signs and almost hit a few people. When she looked into his eyes she saw anger which scared her. She saw him mad before but this was new. She never saw him mad to where he would ignore her, 'what could be so bad that he couldn't talk to his girlfriend about? His bestfriend?' She thought to herself but then her thoughts wen't away as the car slowed down. Then she heard him yelling her name. "Why are you yelling at me?" She asked but he continued to yell her name and apologize. Then she realized she was looking at him holding her in his arms and the car was completely ruined. He wouldn't stop crying and telling people to call 911.