Sunday, June 9, 2013

Does the Truth Mean GoodBye?


It's been two weeks since the affair started and SB was getting suspicious. Nicki didn't want to be with Tanya but she couldn't let SB find out what happened in 11th grade. She just couldn't. SB knew something was up. Nicki would leave late at night. She came back one morning with a hickey on her chest. SB saw it when she was changing then she quickly tried to hide it. SB wouldn't sleep with her any more. He'd rather stay on the couch. He bearly looked at her nor touched her. This was killing her. Some days she would come in crying. She couldn't take it any more.
"Safaree" She cried.
"What's wrong Nic?"
"I miss you"
"I'm always here what do you mean?"
"I have to tell you something"
(SB POV)
I'm tired of the lies. I honestly don't have time. I just hate to see her cry. I love her smile too much. I wonder what she has to tell me. Is she cheating on me? Is it over?
(No POV)
"Safaree are you listening?"
"Sorry, what were you saying?"
"In 11th grade I .... I .... I" Nicki started to cry even harder. SB rubbed her back. He had so many thoughts running through his head.
"It's okay Nic tell me"
"I kissed Tanya.... I don't know why! I just ..... I don't know! But I was curious and ....." She saw the smirk on his face . "What's so funny?!"
"Nicki I know that! I was there! What's the big secret!?"
Nickis eyes got wide. "Omg I feel so stupid Faree!!" She cried more. "Nicki babe what did I say? I'm sorry"
"Tanya.... She forced me to have an affair with her or she would tell you things, LIES! But I was scared and..."
"That's who gave you those hickeys?" SB said more calmly then she expected. Nicked just nodded without making eye contact. SB touched her chin and pushed her head up to make her look at him.
"You didn't have to do that Nicki, why didn't you just tell me?"
"I don't know Faree maybe because I'm stupid?" Nicki got up and went to her room. She didn't come out all day. Being with Tanya made her feel nasty. Not because Tanya is a girl but because she was a cheater. And all for no reason. She knew SB was mad but didn't say anything. But SB wasn't mad. He actually understood. He was uneasy about the fact that she went behind his back but seeing her a mess was enough suffering for him. He knew she was truly sorry. But he also knew she needed space.
The next morning when she woke up it was around 2 P.M. She didn't usually sleep that late. When she went to go look for SB she noticed he was gone. His duffle bag wasn't in the closet where it usually is and a couple of clothes from his dresser were gone. She knew she messed up but she didn't think leaving her was the right answer. She couldn't take it. She started to mess his room up. She threw clothes every where and poured all his jewelry onto the floor. She couldn't breath from all the crying and movement at the same time so she layed in his bed and soon enough she was asleep.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Black Mail


When Nicki and SB got back to the car Nicki let out a deep breath. SB looked at her waiting for an explanation. Nicki just looked at him. SB nodded in an understanding way then pulled off. Nicki had her eyes closed most of the ride until she got a text.
Tanya - hope you tell him before I do ;)
Nicki - what do you want!?!
Tanya- you should know
Nicki didn't reply she just thought. She was so deep in her thoughts that she didn't realize they were parked in front of their house.
"Nicki!?!?!"
"Yeah Faree?, I'm sorry"
"It's okay just come on let's go inside it's freezing" Nicki nodded her head in agreement then started to get out the car and make her way into the house. She went upstairs and locked her door then later down in the dark. After SB checked the alarm and locked all the doors he went to go talk to Nicki. He realized the door was closed so he went down to the couch to get some sleep. But he couldn't he wanted to know her secret. It was killing him.
*the next morning*
SB woke up with Nicki starring at him. She was sitting on the couch opposite of him biting her lip nervously. 'I can tell him' she kept repeating to herself. Then she got a text.
Tanya- we don't have to tell him
Nicki- so why'd u bring it up!?
Tanya- I mean u can come over and we can talk about other ways to keep this a secret.
Nicki- NO
Tanya- see you at 7 tonight <3
Nicki sighed loud and noticed SB was now sitting up watching her.
"Hey Faree"
"Wassup Nic? Something bothering you?"
Nicki quickly changed the subject. "I'm hungry Faree I just wanted you to wake up and cook for me" she said forcing a smile. SB knew she was lying but he let her slide, he was too tired to fight.
After breakfast they just chilled out all day. SB was patiently waiting for her to tell him. At around 5:30 he thought she was finally about to tell. "SB?"
"Wow you haven't called me that in a while but what's up?"
"I have to go" Nic said rushing to the door and leaving before he could even object.
(Nickis POV)
What could she want from me? Money? Well let me just go and see. I was kinda anxious to get this over with. Is it that bad? Why am I so scared SB will loose feelings for me if he found out? Damn I think I messed up big time.
(SB POV)
WTF? Where did she go? She couldn't even say where she was going? Maybe if I text her I'll get some answers. Maybe this has something to do with Tanya weird ass. Well I'll see later, I need a nap!.
(No POV)
Nicki pulled up to Tanyas house. She sat outside for a couple minutes because she didn't know if she should go in or not. Finally she took a deep breath and got out the car. Before she even knocked on the door Tanya pulled it open. She was standing there with a big smile on her face.
"Hey Nic"
"What do you want Tanya?"
"Come in" she said still smiling. Nicki hesitantly walked in. The house was dark and there was a smell of candles throughout the living room.
"Are you expecting company?" Nicki asked confused. Tanya ignored her question and walked over to the couch and motioned for Nicki to do the same.
*9:30*
Nicki was drunk and Tanya was ready to set her trap.
"T I know you called me for a reason, what do you want?
Next thing Nicki knew Tanya was kissing her. Nicki didn't pull away at first. She actually kissed back. The kiss lasted about 2 minutes then Nicki pulled away.
"WTF NICKI!?!?"
"I can't do this Tanya, I'm with Safaree and I don't even like girls"
"That's not what that kiss just said"
"Tanya......."
"Nicki......"
Nicki started getting her stuff together so she could go home. "Nicki I swear if you don't give me what I want I'm going to tell him"
"Well what exactly do you want?"
"A relationship with you" Nicki was surprised, she couldn't believe it. She didn't know what to say or do. She just stood there.

(I wonder what Nika is going to do! Lololol)