Does the Truth Mean GoodBye?

It's been two weeks since the affair started and SB was getting suspicious. Nicki didn't want to be with Tanya but she couldn't let SB find out what happened in 11th grade. She just couldn't. SB knew something was up. Nicki would leave late at night. She came back one morning with a hickey on her chest. SB saw it when she was changing then she quickly tried to hide it. SB wouldn't sleep with her any more. He'd rather stay on the couch. He bearly looked at her nor touched her. This was killing her. Some days she would come in crying. She couldn't take it any more.
"Safaree" She cried.
"What's wrong Nic?"
"I miss you"
"I'm always here what do you mean?"
"I have to tell you something"
(SB POV)
I'm tired of the lies. I honestly don't have time. I just hate to see her cry. I love her smile too much. I wonder what she has to tell me. Is she cheating on me? Is it over?
(No POV)
"Safaree are you listening?"
"Sorry, what were you saying?"
"In 11th grade I .... I .... I" Nicki started to cry even harder. SB rubbed her back. He had so many thoughts running through his head.
"It's okay Nic tell me"
"I kissed Tanya.... I don't know why! I just ..... I don't know! But I was curious and ....." She saw the smirk on his face . "What's so funny?!"
"Nicki I know that! I was there! What's the big secret!?"
Nickis eyes got wide. "Omg I feel so stupid Faree!!" She cried more. "Nicki babe what did I say? I'm sorry"
"Tanya.... She forced me to have an affair with her or she would tell you things, LIES! But I was scared and..."
"That's who gave you those hickeys?" SB said more calmly then she expected. Nicked just nodded without making eye contact. SB touched her chin and pushed her head up to make her look at him.
"You didn't have to do that Nicki, why didn't you just tell me?"
"I don't know Faree maybe because I'm stupid?" Nicki got up and went to her room. She didn't come out all day. Being with Tanya made her feel nasty. Not because Tanya is a girl but because she was a cheater. And all for no reason. She knew SB was mad but didn't say anything. But SB wasn't mad. He actually understood. He was uneasy about the fact that she went behind his back but seeing her a mess was enough suffering for him. He knew she was truly sorry. But he also knew she needed space.
The next morning when she woke up it was around 2 P.M. She didn't usually sleep that late. When she went to go look for SB she noticed he was gone. His duffle bag wasn't in the closet where it usually is and a couple of clothes from his dresser were gone. She knew she messed up but she didn't think leaving her was the right answer. She couldn't take it. She started to mess his room up. She threw clothes every where and poured all his jewelry onto the floor. She couldn't breath from all the crying and movement at the same time so she layed in his bed and soon enough she was asleep.