I Can Only Be Me Around You (PT1)

Nicki sat there dazed with tears filling her eyes just holding his hand. She kept talking to him but he didn't answer. She was beyond scared. She decided she'd tell him how she felt since he couldn't hear her, so she thought.
(Nickis POV)
I hated seeing him like that, who would do this to him? The man I love is here laying on this bed and I can't do anything to help him. Wait......I love safaree?

*Flashback- 2 hours earlier*
(No POV)
"Please stop drinking?" He asked her nicely but she wouldn't. She just wouldn't. SB stormed out of her house, he didn't want to be bothered with her. His phone vibrated once he hit his car.
My baby - i'on know why your being dramatic! Come back inside and drink with me :)
He shook his head and drove off. He had no specific place in mind, just far away from her.
(SB POV)
Why can't she just listen to me? WTF? She makes everything so complicated.
My Future - I Love You
(No POV)
By this time what SB didn't know she was already really drunk, what she texted back really hurt so he called his close friend Michael. He knew Nicki didn't like him with Michael because he was a drug dealer but he didn't like her drinking. Safaree hated drugs, he'd never do them or sell them, especially knowing what they did to her family! He wanted her to be mad, not kill him she was small but crazy and everybody knew it. Nicki was young, she was 17 and SB was 18, being older meant nothing to him she was his queen.
Nicki kept calling SB and leaving voicemails. SB had to drive because Michael was feeling dizzy. SB stopped at a red light and read one of his many text messages from Nicki. ' I hate you ' . That burned a whole in his heart he couldn't believe it. SB was so into his thoughts that when him and Michael got out of the car he didn't notice the car pull up beside them. He was calling and calling Nicki. When she answered she could only hear 3 loud bangs.
*end of flashback*
As she sat there in the hospital beside an unconscious Safaree she kept hearing the gun shots. "I love you Safaree, I need you to wake up and be okay....if I wouldn't have been drinking you wouldn't have left, I'm so sorry! Who did this to you? Answer me!" She yelled getting mad, not because he didn't answer but because he couldn't. Then the machine started to beep then everything turned black.....